Homeless Heart !
I'm a 25 year old male from Durham, N.C. I'm single
looking for someone that can be interested into the spirit
of love. Most people know that I'm sweet and charming
and I'm hoping someone choose me as there loving bear.
I'm a fun loving person that take life serious when
it comes to a relationship. I'm a person that want to
make friends with others. I feel that I have the talent to
let my match know what's on the mind that I might have.
I'm looking for that special person who down to earth
about themselves. I like a mate who loves enjoyed themselves
when it come to having fun and not being shy. Looking for
a special person that has time for a relationship that can
become more serious. But don't have time to play games.
This relationship has to be a 50/50 thang and whatever makes
the true relationship come as what they want in life. And
hope that they can have the special love from there heart.
I remember one particular time of great need in my life when
I felt deeply lonely. It was the kind of loneliness that
is so severe it brings physical pain as well as emotional
agony. Because my lonely childhood had turned into a lonely
adulthood. My heart should't feel harmed by others
evil souls when this happen my soul feel the pain of hopeless.
The wind blows upon my crying why is this happening to me.
What is this world coming to knowone knows. I always feared
that loneliness would become a way of life for me.So call
friends take your happiness away making them feel good.
I love living in American most of the time american has its
days not liking me. I'm thinking things that should
not happen to me like a sucide thoughts. I'm sick of
living like this I'm tired of being love sick, hungry,
feeling down and having no friends.When talking to someone
about your sex life they don't much care because they
already had there self some fun. What have I done to deserve
this treatment. When a person like me work hard I think I
should have some fun too. But in a certain way but knowone
seems to care. Some People say I'm quiet and Some say
I talk to much and they said that one day someone will find
you in the alley dead. I aways love my race, my look, my personal
hygenie.When I walk through these campuses I see strange
things some of these students don't need to be there
hugging, kissing, and holding hand should be prohibited
on those campuses if someone like me see things like that
it wouldn't be fair because I would be left out.Does
it matter to me yes it does. Like I told you at the top of this
page I have no friends or girlfriends.Everytime I talk
to one they tell me they have a boyfriend or they don't
date my color complexion. When I'm living people talks
behind my back or in there mind But when I leave they feel
sorry and hurt wishing that they did me right when I was living.
They told me they rather date dark guys. Part- Time Work
is hard to find I put in applications but no luck that not
fair if I ask for a job and they sat there're not hiring
but the person behind me gets the job.I being going through
this rough road and trying times since I was eighteen and
still going through it today. I feel most of my time is not
worth it. My mother and sister is driving me crazy she and
my sister is trying to get me trouble with the law they're
trying so hard to get me to go to jail because of some money
problem she having I wish I can get out of North Carolina.That's
why I'm looking for a serious relationship there ain't
no good friends, no good family if anyone out there can help
me move out of N.C. please contact me. My information is
on the Contact me page
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