A Blind Man relearns how to Focus
Change is inevitable, change is good, so the self help section
will instruct us as being so. My problem is letting go, moving
on, and scrambling through a depressive state while having
non stop thoughts of a once hopefull relationship pull
me into the past. In a simplistic state of affairs a coin
will have two sides, perhaps three or more if one is really
inventive. I know that my tear ducts work on a daily basis,
and I know that my health and well being is dependent on finding
drier grounds. Drowning in sadness and lonliness can become
boring really fast, and frankly not to many people find
depression attractive. I've heard that exerecise
is a great way to free up the mind from constant pining, I
mean I'm not quite ready to give the bigger picture
completely up. Do you ever go to sleep and pray that you won't
wake up?
When a realtionship breaks up I believe the majority saw
it coming long before the day, if not than perhaps personal
awareness issues should be more of a concern. I knew my relationship
was struggling and filled with tension but the passionate
and intense love we shared early on kept my candle burning
bright with hope, even though I was denying what the present
was telling me.
All of the advice I have gathered from my friends and family
has all come down to; Let go, move on, and worry only about
yourself. One may never forget how to ride a bike , but the
less one rides, the easier one might pick up running instead.
Right now I'm crawling.
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