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I Can't Take It Anymore...WHY ME?

She doesnt know about me but I love her ever since,

She is an amazing cyber personification I admire so much;

Caring, genuine, a poet, so smart, talented and petite,

The girl of my dreams that I finally long each day.

Im authentically sure I need her
and I do want her by my side.
She is all that matters, my happiness, my reason for living;

But how can I ever let her know that I love her very much,
Without losing her, without her
totally walking out of my life?

I cry each night in extreme pain for missing her a lot,
I love the way she is but I am too afraid to come out;
She revealed once she wont go for a same sex affair

come what may,
Why me in this womans body trapped as another?