On the Edge and Ready to Fall
Not that anyone cares, Because they don't.
Not that I am unloved, But I am.
Seems like everyone in this world,
Doesn't even give a damn.
I wait and wait hoping to find something more,
I hope to find the one thing I desire.
My heart can't go on anymore,
There just isn't anyone here that gives me fire.
I cry at my chair enough that I cannot see,
And pray that someone finds me.
I just want someone that will like me for me,
I'm not asking for my true love or destiny.
Hell, I don't know what the hell to do,
I wish I could fall in love and end this all.
But neither have I ever or will ever now,
Find a love or the one that will answer my call.
Desperaion and Anxiety play at my heart,
Not allow my lungs nearby to breath.
I don't know if I can stand this anymore,
I just wish this pain would leave.
Suicide lingers on in the mind so cold now,
Sometimes I wonder if I'll find a path I can go.
But this life has been tormenting me for ages,
Though only 22 and kind, now I don't know.
I just wanted to be loved for the man I am,
But I see now that will never be.
The LEAST that I wanted in this life before I die,
Is for ONE GIRL....to...call...me...baby........
By: Justin McCormick (K' Heart)
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