To Fake,or Not to Fake-That's My Question
I've been delaying orgasm while masturbating since
I was 15.I have become very adept at skirting an orgasm because
I like to be in the highly-intense state just before the
"O" for as long as possible.I've come to
ALMOST regret this, since joining Adult FriendFinder, because I'm
about the only one that can make me go pop.So many guys are
really hung up on seeing a woman orgasm.Few and far between
are any with the time, patience and skill I need.I've
always handled it after, when I'm alone.With him, I
know my pleasure is obvious.But I can tell I am not as desirable
as the woman I hear can "get off 3 times" before
intercourse even begins!I know better than to feel this
way, but when you hear it so much, it's hard not to
feel inadequate.Recently during intercourse, I had
rising levels of pleasure that resulted in forcing the
guy's cock clear out of me.Several times, just as
the sensation would really climb, ploop-out squirt the
cock.It made me remember why years ago I began referring
to my box as the "bitch" or the "monster", cuz
it spits the cock out right when I need it most.Only 2 or 3
have ever been able to even induce this in me, so I'm
not real sure what's happening.When I'm alone, that
climbing sensation makes me take it to the hilt, and as
hard and fast as I can, and then POW I go off like crazy.Is
the climbing that results in shooting him out an orgasm, and
I just don't know it? I always experience rising and
falling levels of pleasure with intercourse.Am I so used
to an orgasm being a literal blaster that I don't recognize
the rise and fall of a less intense orgasm? And here's
my biggest question-would it really be so bad to fake it
during a rise? I think the guy would be happier with the whole
situation, and I'm none-the-less off for it, cuz
nobody but me can anyway.It's not like that's
gonna change, so I don't worry that he think's
he's doing all it takes and therefore I'll never
get from him what it takes.Believe me, any guy that shows
potential in making it be able to happen, I'd never
fake with.But with Mr.GoodEnough, the one I want to have
sex with cuz it feels great, even tho I never come till he's
already back home, the one that might actually pick another
over me cuz she trembles just right, but who might stay
with me instead, if I did it too-WOULD THAT BE SO BAD?Personally, I
highly suspect she may be faking it also, because when
all the men report totally orgasmic women, but researchers
are reporting otherwise, it doesn't add up.The "orgasms"
I see in pornos I could pull off without a blink.Then, he'd
be happy-I'd be happy he's happy, and maybe he'd
stop going for Ms.MultiPop. It seems like a win/win situation
that I should look in to if you ask me.But-what do YOU think?(Sorry
so long/confusing)
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