Crazy
Love makes you sit and stare at the wall, strangely amused
for hours on end. I believe in love, I believe in love at first
sight, and I believe in foreverlasting love. That said,
ask yourself this. Can you look in the eyes of your partner,
girlfriend, boyfriend, husband, or wife, and ask yourself...
Do I love this person enough to be there when they are no longer
wearing the looks they have now? Do I love this person enough
to not hurt them? Do I love this person enough to be there
when they are in their diaper wearing, soft food eating,
kidney dialysis machine years? I cannot say that. You see,
me, strangely enough being 25 years of age, had the answer
to all of those questions. But like a fool did not capitalize
on them and in turn lost her forever. Now I am plagued by the
unanswered questions, and have "settled for second
best", which has given me, among times of turmoil,
a baby boy. Now, considering that we haven't slept
in the same bed for the last year, and the only time in the
same room even is when our son was in the hospital, I find
myself looking elsewhere. Not for love, oh no. I find myself
looking for companionship. I am looking for someone who,
if even for an hour or two, can help me to forget the troubles
that are in my life and show me that there is indeed a passionate
person waiting to be let out...
Love sucks.
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