my nightmare with a forced happy ending, or, why i'm reluctant to jump into the swing scene
Saturday, June 26, 9:43am
W: hello
F: hello, W how are u?
W: OK, and u?
F: fine, recovering from last night. love hangover
W: last night was great.
F: yeah, thank u and H for inviting me.
W: H is going to need some time to recover. lol
F: Gee, i wonder why, lol. We worked him pretty good.
W: we were going to check out that club in denver next open
house, want to join us?
F: i dont know. Hs mentioned it a few times, but I get flashbacks
to the last time I went dancing. spent the whole night holding
the table for everyone else.
W: No Way!
F: Yup, danced once, and im sure one of my friends put him
up to asking me in the first place.
W: well, these clubs are different, ull have a great time.
F: sounds interesting, but arent the pickings kinda slim
for a single straight woman?
W: I think after last night, u can call urself bi, lol
F: I dont know..
W: u cannot keep that tongue of yours to just a few people.
u need to spread the joy. ;)
F: thanks, but I only did that because H temporarily out
of gas, and ure insatiable.
W: oh, i got pretty sated last night. there is no way youve
never done anything like that before.
F: all I did was play till I found something u responded to,
then stayed in that direction.
W: well, u have an instinct
F: pretty much the same technique I use on men, without the
gag reflex problem.
F: ur no slouch at it either, u know. Im pretty sated too,
and H barely touched me, lol.
W: see, u liked it. u need to go to the club with us!
F: OK, Ill give it a try. which weekend is it?
W: the 17th.
F: OK, should be fun.
Sunday, July 18th, 11:06m
H: OK, what happened?
F: what?
H: You are the first person Ive know to go to a sex club and
NOT get lucky.
F: I did, sort of
H: how?
F: well, I did try the lesbian thing, but it just didnt work
for me.
H: So you sat at the bar the rest of the night?
F: I tried to strike up a few conversations, not much luck
till D and L came out.
H: Who were they?
F: a swapped couple. they were done, waiting for their S/Os
to finish. How did u and W do?
H: We met a very nice couple, and had good time. We were talking
about visiting them later in the summer.
F: cool
F: going to join?
H: We have another couple of clubs to check out first, then
decide on one of them.
H: You changed the subject on me.
F: i know. talked about it all that i want to talk about it.
H: Want to come with us to the other club we saw on the web?
F: no thanks. not for me.
H: You really should not let one bad night stop you.
F: Well, u know the real reason Im putting myself out there
like this is to find a Significant Other type person of my
own. Since all the men in those clubs are attached, Im not
going to find him there.
H: Youre not going to find him doing 3-ways with us, either.
F: yes, but at least I enjoyed that.
H: Im sorry you didnt have a good time.
F: hey, it wasnt as bad as id feared, though not as good
as id hoped. i did get propositioned by two more women.
H: Really?
F: I tried to introduce them to each other, but they already
knew each other.
H: lol
F: and i got what i guess was a compliment from D, he said he
wished hed would have met me a three hours earlier, and
asked if i planned to come back.
H: So. it wasnt a total loss then.
F: and I dont have to be curious about lesbian sex anymore,
lol.
F: domestic duties call, I gotta get to work.
H: Me too, Were putting in the hot tub today!
F: cool. chat at u later.
H: Bye.
Friday, August 6th, 7:30 pm
W: Hey, havent heard from u in a while. hows the search
for Mr. Right going?
Friday, August 6th, 11:02 pm.
F: Dont ask! I wont say tonights date was the worst, but
its a good candidate for second. how come all the interesting
single men are on different continents? btw, how did u like
club #2?
Saturday, August 7th, 3:04 pm
W: We liked it fine, will probably go with that one because
its closer. going to be joining us anytime soon?
Saturday, August 7th, 4:37 pm.
F: doubt it. got another date tonight, this one looks a little
more promising. J
Sunday, August 8th, 5:43 am
F: Oh yes, that was much better. J
Sunday, August 8th, 1:01 pm
W: hehehehehe, good for u!
Tuesday, August 24th, 8:42 pm
H: Hi
F: Hi there!
H: What have you been up to?
F: not a whole lot, and u?
H: Was wondering if youd be interested in a party this weekend.
F: ur place?
H: Yes. Some people weve met at the clubs, and the SAS site.
F: oh ho, one of those parties, huh?
H: You could bring a date.
F: havent heard from the guy I saw last week, guess it was
a one-niter.
H: Well, good, in point of fact, were trying to even things
out, and we have too many men.
H: I know the club didnt work for you, but this will be much
more intimate, and some of the men that will be attending
really are single.
F: ok ok, what time?
H: 8 on Saturday.
F: cant wait.
Sunday, August 29th, 3:57 am
W: F, u there?
W: F, SAS says ure on. talk to me.
W: what happened? why did u leave early?
F: when I found myself alone ion the living room-except
fopr the couple that was making out in the couch, it seemed
like time to got.
W: u seemed to be hitting it off with J.
F: he was just talking to me, killing time till something
better came along.
W: what?
F; I thought we were hitting it off too, then thios skinnybithc
came along and he disappeared in an hurry.
F: pardon the typing, Ive been nursing a rather large bottle
of rum. nly reason Im up is I cant sleep whent the room is
spinning.
W: he didnt mention that when he was looking for u.
W: FRANTICALLY looking for u.
W: was it C?
F: hgell, i can barely remember my own name right now, m
much less some one whos name it heard once at the oarty
W: C made it her personal goal to screw every man there. shes
not going to be invited again.
F: well, J didnt put up muchj of a fight when she slithered
into his lap.
W: I thought u were sitting on barstools
F: She managed.
F: i was like excuse me!, but she whispered int his ehar,
and pulled hime toward the stairs, he mouthed something
at me-I think, ans went with her
F: the couple on the couch were involved with each oter,
and I couldnt find anyone selse who wasnt occupied, so
I left.
F: wish I could figure out what the hell Im doing wrong.
L
W: go sleep it off, F. H or I will get in touch with J later and
find out what he was thinking.
W: believe me it wasnt u, C was very aggressive, tried to
horn in on everybody. I am surprised J went with her, though.
F: i just thought of something, where was the guy C had just
finished with
W: washing himself, no doubt. if ud waited a few more minutes,
he might have turned up.
F: Cs leftovers! HA!
W: sleep off that rum, F. things will look better in the morning.
F: maybe, good nit, and thanks for worrying.
W: Good night.
Sunday, August 29th, 4:02 pm
H: J. u there?
J: hey H, whats up? did u ever find out what happened to F?
H: Well, this is third hand, but F is under the impression
u were just talking to her to kill time until someone more
attractive came along?
J: it was stupid, i know.
J: C was all over me, i didnt know what else to do, it was either
go with her or punch her lights out.
J: If id known F was going to leave because of it, i wouldve
punched her lights out.
H: Or let F do it.
J: F seemed so together and cool, i never meant to hurt her.
H: Im pretty sure together and cool a faade. Ive know
F for months, and only had a glimpse or two past it, myself.
J: faade or not, it was still wrong to leave her alone like
that.
J: have i lost any chance with her?
H: A sincere and hart-felt apology never hurts. Shes not
unreasonable. Did u exchange handles, at least?
J: what is it?
H: ********@*****, com
H: take your time to compose something eloquent. My guess
is she has too big a hangover to care about anything today.
J: it better be damn good, huh?
H: I am formulating on of my own
J: y
H: I invited her to the party, assured her it would not be
a repeat of the club experience from last month, and it turned
out to be worse.
J: no, I left her alone, I will do the apologizing
H: shes a good friend, we dont want to lose her
J: u wont.
J: tho if I have my way, both of us will be too busy and too happy
to be doing stuff with u for a while
H: lol, we can live with that
J: ok, gonna compose a sonnet, bye
H: bye J, good luck
Monday, August 30th, 12:42 am
J: F, I am so sorry. I had the choice btw a lady I really wanted
to take my time and get to know, and a woman eager, insistent,
to do it then and there, and I picked the wrong one. Im sorry.
All I can say is, I was thinking to start with her, so I could
finish with you. Thats lame, I know. It wasnt H or Ws fault,
they didnt know what a slut C was, or how stupid I can be.
Please, please, let me make it up to you. Dinner Friday night,
best place in town, just the two of us. J
Tuesday, August 31st, 6:32 pm
F: Poor Roberts, after 6:30, whenever u can get a reservation.
Well pretend Saturday night never happened and go from
there. F.
Tuesday, August 31st, 7:46 pm
J: Reservation for 7:30, best I could do. Thank you, for
the second chance, and looking forward to seeing you again.
J
Sunday, September 5, 12:00 n
F: H. W! J and I had a date Friday. were going to take a break
from swinging for a little while, to figure out where this
is going. Thanx for everything, F.
Sunday, September 5, 3:12 pm
W: our pleasure, keep in touch. H & W.
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