Masterbating and wife doesn't know
I have been masterbating for over 30 years.
With the introduction of the internet I have increased
frequency that I play with myself. Because of my job I am
home alot by myself.
I met and married my wife coming on to 6 years now.
She does not know that I masterbate as much as 10 times a week.
I am scared that if she finds out, and it has been very close
a couple of times, what she will do. So far it has been just
pic and movies. With adult finder I think I have even gone
a step even further that can cause me a lot of grief if found
out. As most men can contest that masterbation is an addition.
I do enjoy shooting a load after 2 hours playing with myself
and can not see the end to this addition, it is natural, right.
My wife does enjoy sex, very conservitive. We have sex about
twice weekly. I do find that I can hold of my orgasam
longer is I have masterbated within the last couple of day.
Any advise,
scared for loosing a great relationship
Pete
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